Whoa.
If there are other words to say right now, I can't think of them.
The
last two and a half weeks of our lives have been crazy. Actually, let's
just go ahead and say that the last two and a half months have pretty
much made my head nearly explode. New baby. Big/huge/ENORMOUS move. Etc.
However,
today I write this post with so much gratitude in my heart. To be
honest, it's a really surprising feeling. The blessings have been
overflowing for us lately, and although it's been tough, like the
TOUGHEST thing ever, here we are, all together, in Pennsylvania in our
new little home and it's really something.
You see, a
few months ago I mentioned that Adam had applied for a number of PhD
programs around the country, and I can't believe I haven't announced
until now on this blog (I blame a hefty amount of denial) that from the number of offers he received, he
chose Penn State's program, in State College, Pennsylvania. 1,944
excruciatingly long miles from Logan. From family. From friends. From
Utah.
The time between Adam making this decision and now has been the
most wild of roller coaster rides for me. The kind that go from 0-1000
mph in a split second. The kind were your feet dangle and there are
loops and hills and your eyelids stretch out from the speed. The kind
where you definitely could throw up. The kind where one second it's fun
and the next you want them to stop the ride because it's just too scary.
However, somehow, just when you think there's no way that you
will get through something, a roller coaster ride or something else
altogether, before you know it, through God or moxie or family or
friends, you do that thing and you can hardly believe it.
So,
I squeezed each of my siblings
and parents goodbye, cried harder and more than I ever have, and we packed up all of our belongings into 16 feet
of truck and drove from Logan through Wyoming, Nebraska, Iowa,
Missouri, Illinois, Indiana, Ohio, West Virginia, and made it to
Pennsylvania. There was the strangest moment of realization there when we got into
Nebraska, a place of uncharted territory for both Adam and I, where we
looked at each other with our eyes glazed over and Adam mentioned how we
were really, really, grown ups, doing this big grown-up thing together
as a little family with a kid (a kid!) in the backseat. Just crazy.
Now here we are, at our new home in State College. I miss my
sister. I miss my Mom. I call my Dad too much and text my brothers
constantly, but somehow it's not as empty as I expected. We have each
other, Ad, Redd, and me, and we think State College is where we are
supposed to be, far as it may seem from every freaking thing we know. It
is pretty, too. Real pretty. That helps a lot.
Feast your eyes on some gems Ad took:
The outskirts of State College
Penn State
The now infamous Paterno Library
Penn State's Beaver Stadium
Penn State's Old Main
Downtown
More Downtown
Now, when are you coming to visit?
We have 3 bedrooms. I'm sure the fall in the East is lovely.
Think about it.